After speaking my Girlfriend, Mireia, it was 4:00 a.m in my time, it was 9:00 p.m in Spain, I tried to sleep but i couldn’t get the sack. I’m not insomnia , just because heavy rain pouring outside ,and I had shocking news yesterday that in my graduate program I must meet the requirement of working at least 3 years. I was told by my counselor I didn’t need working experience. Just make the amount for studying abroad. So, I’ve been working at this hotel for nearly 1 and half year after university graduation. The counselor asked me if I can change the department. But I can’t think it. Because for the goal, I’ve been strived to study and make money. She’s really mean. She doesn’t care me well. I feel like I was betrayed. It reminds me of 3 years ago. My mom suffered mental illness directly before I gonna go to study abroad. I was very sad.. painful memory. I can’t stop being negative. It is a disgusting night. The sound of heavy rain is increasing my nerve. At last I opened my PC and logged in Skype. It was 6:00 a.m here. 11 p.m Spain. My honey already slept and I didn’t see her status. then, her mother noticed me and said She was fall asleep. I thought she’s tired of her studying at school. Her mother also asked me if she wakes her up. I said no~ it’s ok. But she said, Mireia would surely glad to wake up for you. I felt how nice family Mireia has. Mom and you are so awesome. But she’s already getting into nice dream, when mom tries saying ‘Yuta asks you now” She said I love you. I heard it from her mom. It was so cute. Mire, always thanks a lot >< I’ll good take care. whatever happens, whenever I’m alone or be betrayed, I have YOU.so I won’t feel bad..it’s power of LOVE?